Wait!!

 December 22, 2005
operation was a success!!! Finally know the result. KUN, you have to have a good rest!
(Know the results have been contented, tired now, tomorrow and then write it ~) < br> get out of bed ~ ~ Last night, turn off the computer, lying in bed and, after repeated, but how could not sleep. still like her. yesterday can be described as the longest day of the century, has been waiting for the results of her surgery, in order to had known the situation, but also do not want to disturb the contact of the C. to C, but was really too impatient. C people are really good, but also a relief ... thank you C.
wait there pain, happiness, a happiness! are lonely! are helpless! but my mind is all inside to wait for her, anyway, to wait, we have to wait! because I believe I also believe her! waiting is the most perfect look, is the insistence of his heart the most perfect! the process of people waiting for heart question mark again and again, waiting for courage. wait need perseverance. wait what? wait is expectations, convinced that the dream finally become a reality; wait is guarding, inexplicable believe in fate, and there is absolutely no negative not positive, but eventually one day you will be moments of understanding, that happiness does not need to wait for it close to you close ... I suddenly realized that I was in the waiting time will be so helpless .
just waiting for a result, it is not just a person waiting for me. always so helpless and wait, and then a deeper look at God can give me help. the day to the temple to burn incense. that Qiao Muyu middle-aged women, is a Buddhist with hair. She told me, peril of the Buddha, you have to bless the faithful, three years down the must all wishes come true. She also told me that her son to live and work in the United States, it the result of her pious Buddhas.
I've never been a religious person, but it is a real fatalist. believe that all our fate, everything has a set number. When I was waiting, I usually would pray to God, God, Buddha, Lord Jesus, to all people believe in God can bring.
've seen a movie Lieutenant Dan started fishing harvest. One evening, sitting in a wheelchair, missing legs, Lieutenant Dan in Forrest Gump on the bow, said: jump jump into the sea. Gump watch Dan go back to swim the distance, in the heart, said: want to tell God that we make peace, OK?? Do not joke every told me, please, give me a smile, and continue efforts to reason. Please, I beg you.
God or to meet the final I asked, waiting for the exchange is a good result. KUN, you should strive to uphold!! I am sure you can, Come on!!